and there was nothing.
nothing left in the end.

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setback


now this is more like gotham.

yes i was supposed to be studying.
but sinfest,
oh glorious sinfest.
makes me treasure my computer a whole lot more.

besides that.
study time starts now.
apart from a few cookies left in the fridge (yes silly of me i know).
all that's left of the fun are the memories.

so we'll treasure them somehow.
and once this is all over.
we'll go back to the fun again.
all over again.

i keep remind myself not to use "we".
after all, it is a wretched world out there.
but maybe just to keep a memory.
of the times we were oh so young and naive.

there. i said it again.


anyway.
time to get back to speaking like a normal person.

games are done.
fun is over.
well maybe i still can have fun studying.
who knows.

but in it all.
i somehow don't regret this course of action.
i guess it's for the best.
after all, you won't want to do it anymore once you start regretting.

so i'll just take this chance and keep deceiving myself.


so yeah.
off i go.
goodbye, whoever who is out there.
then again no.

but yes.
time to stop arguing with myself.


and go for real.